Well, I'm having one of those "I totally suck at art" moments.

I've once again reminded myself that all I'm good at it copying things. Even when one of my original pieces is fantastic, that's only because I've copied from a few sources. I'm starting to think that's what all of my talents amount to. Copying. One reason I really excelled in Math and failed in Language.

I can't even hear my own music. All I'm good at is singing music someone else has made.

I'm not so sure my books aren't just copycatting from everything I've encountered in my life. Hell, I'm using Earth, and not my own world. Sure, it's because of the story itself, it needs Earth and Earth's history, but maybe that story developed because I subconsciously knew I could never come up with my own world and history. *sigh* It's freaking depressing.

This is one of those moments I regret starting to teach. How the hell can I teach them if I'm not even comfortable with my own skills yet?

Maybe it's just a bad day. Maybe. I'm tired of art.